Lucas Kirby

I wrote Broken Spirit when I was 16, during the divorce of my mother and step father of 12 years. From a psychological point of view, it is very clear looking back, that this was the beginning of what would turn out to be decades long process of picking up pieces, learning about past trauma as a child, and the realization just how those events shaped who I ended up becoming as an adult.

This is one long piece! It's pretty obvious that simply played the music and let the feelings come out. If it weren't for how important I believe it is to understand where we've come from to see where we're going, then I likely would not have released this piece.

Don't get me wrong, I'm proud of it in its own right. But, it's not something I would have expected many to want to listen to, given that it's 7 minutes long! The great thing about this piece, was that it made me realize just how important the piano was going to be in my life from then on. I was able to use the piano as an outlet, or even a punching bag, if you will, so I could sort out my emotions and feelings during such a difficult time in my life.

I've never been afraid to admit that I wear my heart on my sleeve. I used to wear it like a badge. However, as an adult, I've come to appreciate this side of me, while also learning that there are times when it is more appropriate to tuck that heart back in for only a few to see.

So, while I'm not musically proud of Broken Spirit persay, I do know that without it, I would not have progressed to that point I'm at now. There is always room for improvement, and if you stop honing a skill, you will inevitably grow stagnant in your skills and talents.